two days of prayer
- Jul 1, 2019
- 6 min read
when we pray
we bow the head
to remind the brain
that it serves the heart
we surrender to silence
and allow stillness to speak
giving our minds permission to rest
so we become sensitive to our heart's whisper
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many people have many different definitions for god
for divine power
allah
the universe
brahman
source
why do humans seek a god?
to explain existence?
we can believe stories. we can have faith.
but really we cannot know for certain
mostly we accept what stories and beliefs resonate most with our cultures, families, and selves
religion is a hella touchy subject
people are identified so strongly with their own
because it explains this existence and purpose for them
humans get reaaaally scared and/or defensive when they're told their purpose or reason for existence is wrong or when it is questioned
do we need religion to explain misfortune?
to seek comfort and peace? to feel love? to have purpose?
or do we reject any higher power?
succumb to a life of "life's so confusing, i don't know what to believe, im just going to try to find happiness somehow."
we don't need to believe anything
there is no right or wrong belief
but in grasping at any kind of understanding of what life is, why we are here and what we should do - it can be overwhelming so we ignore those existential questions - or allow religion to answer them for us
to gain understanding we must question all there is
to not live blindly
if you question, really question deeply, and find that your answer is religion or atheism or agnosticism - that is wonderful, honestly.
in my own search
there really is nothing i can know for certain
through questioning, I've understood that there is oneness
that oneness is the dynamic intertwine of energy (form) and consciousness (god)
when these things merge, we are able to have an experience
a tree cannot exist, without a consciousness to perceive it
there must be an intelligence to name it "a tree" and see it through the eyes and recognize it in the brain
a rad dude once said, "the universe created you so it can experience itself"
"you are the universe experiencing itself"
deepak chopra wrote a scientific novel: you are the universe
anyways,
you don't have to agree or resonate
like I said, i know nothing.
no one, with conviction, can say they really know anything
but here's my philosophy in a small small nutshell:
we are born as "no one".
we learn things. we create identities and become "some one"
we question them (hopefully)
and unlearn things returning to "no one" but now we see clearly
we see "one"
in this oneness we only want love and to act and be love
how can we do this?
by knowing that all is divine
and thereby treating everything with complete honor and respect
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if all is divine. then all is god.
there is only consciousness and energy
there is only awareness of perceptual objects and events moving through space and time
we can have faith through various religions
and there is beauty in that
but at its very essence and core
i believe that all forms of spirituality all point to one thing
and that is unity and love
..okay two things
but as bob marley preaches, "one love"
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>> sunday june 30 4:30pm
we want to know god
because our minds tell us that we live in separation
it is this feeling of separateness that causes us to suffer
we can know god by accepting all that is in this present moment
by allowing the mind to become still
by creating space
becoming quiet
so god can speak through our hearts
when we pray
we bow the head to remind the brain that it serves the heart
when we become free of distraction
we can see clearly into our souls
and into our environment
with this clarity we begin to pay attention to the here and now
if we are fully present we accept and embrace life
if we attach to our past stories or hopes for the future
we may experience pain or fear if the now doesn’t align with what we are attached to
by embracing the moment we embrace life - this is how we can not only know god, but be one with him
without separation.
by not seeing the humans, or objects, thoughts, emotions, or our circumstances as separate entities
but as all working together as god's will - in harmony as the natural unfolding of life
if we are not present, we live in the past or future and are therefore splitting ourselves in two
when we resist what is happening
we resist life
we resist god
we feel separate from god
and this god is not the god of any religion - it is the miracle of life; the being-ness that allows us to have a human experience
"god" is life itself.
we see a word and jump to conclusions of its affiliation to certain people or practices.
it's just a word fumbling to describe something so vast and ineffable.
it is not necessarily a person or divine being -
it is what maintains some kind of order in this realm.
it is the thread of intelligence that passes through all form.
every person, animal, plant, and object.
the planet itself - and the universe.
mistake or not - mystical or not, life is pretty wild
it's so strange, but at the same time, all we've ever known
so whatever you may believe,
fully love every moment as an opportunity to simply be and grow and learn
we might not always have control over what is happening to us
but we can control how our minds may warp our view of the situation
always choose love ♡
>> saturday july 1 8:25am
i can be at an almost always constant state of peace when i am alone
connecting with the subtle
my own being
the divine
feeling the oneness without physical contact of another human
and i can be at this same place when im with most people
and from this seat of peace i show them only love
but what about when i identify with my beliefs and physical
with my path?
that still causes me pain and fear
not the fact that i have a certain identify or physical appearance or path
but because i identify it and attach to it
my ego cares about others’ opinions
it tries to create resistance
i know that with more time and more work
this will all become less and less
as i turn away from old patterns
and create new grooves
new paths of least resistance
but for now i must simply recognize that i am falling into old habits
the habits that do not serve me
the habits that acted out of survival
i am building my energy field
when i am completely open
nothing can harm me
because it passes right through me
why do i want to be in this state of constant peace?
well first of all, it’s pretty uncomfortable to try to resist or deny what is happening in any certain situation. it's pretty shitty to feel shitty.
i want to always fully embrace life
when i do this i am at peace?
because i know the interconnectedness
and oneness of all things
the energy and the consciousness
all i experience is me
i am a the entire ocean in a drop
when i understand this
i am pure
and when i am pure - when i am clear
i can only act out of purity
i can only act out of love
i wish us all to live in harmony
i want to realize my own light
so i can help others realize theirs
and it will be a domino effect
a ripple of love
for all to know they are not separate
for all to fully accept and love their existence
unity, harmony, peace
we know nothing
all we know is this moment
and this moment is but sensation and perception
its but energy - vibration, which we perceive as objects and actions and give labels and meaning
say things are good or bad, right or wrong
when it all just is
the only wrong arises out of unconscious action
such as violence
when we are clear
we know that when we harm another we harm ourselves
and when we harm ourselves we harm another
because we are all one
we cannot know god as a man in the sky
we can only know that he is consciousness
this greater intelligence
which is intermeshed with energy
which is the fabric of the universe - of our existence
we come into our selves
devoting our energy fully to the self
to become clear in our bodies, minds, and souls
to recognize oneness
so we can play in duality
and help others recognize that they are not separate
to alleviate suffering
so others can return to love
we can only deduce the purpose of life as: to be human. and to be a good human.
we become “good” by becoming true
and we find truth by uncovering the layers we form around the self, the soul
nothing is promised. no heaven. no hell.
when we return to love
we can know that god is not separate
he is the consciousness manifest within us
it is this perceived separation that causes suffering
god is within all
omnipresent
omnipotent
omniscient
when we reject or resist an aspect of the moment
we reject or resist god
in surrender to what is
we become love and truth
we become fully human - our highest calling
when we fully embrace all that is
embrace ourselves
others
our experiences
all is completely divine
and we live this by treating all with complete respect and honor
complete love
ram ram ૐ
much love! dream extreme! ☆
- kat




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